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enough messing bout..its time for some serious business!

just realised how much time i have wasted for the past two weeks..ok i have been doing work..but not enough. its middle of the month and revision has been going at such a sloow pace. Life is making me worry..and i dunno wot i can do to fix myself. argh

just received an email from IC...informing me that i have got an interview in 10days!! omg ..only 10days...which means. i have have to waste at least one or two days to get myself prepared. acutally im seriously worried bout the whole thing. and it has made me realised that I dont have that much time left. I should stop wasting my time on doing crap. ( which i dont even no wot i do) but just concentrate on my revision. No more going out and no more meets with people.

Mission of this week: finish BB0303, half way free radicals and 1/4 of stem cell. sounds impossible..but its all about making the impossible possible!

REviSion Day N

my godddddd.....i have been revisin for protein over a week now..and im still on protein folding..sei duk laa. Havnt been really productive these days ....cos Im js a lazy bugger =P but i will have to get it done by end of dis week at least..otherwise i will b sooo behind. There will b lectures that i will less concentrate on.. but main bit bout protein will be protein folding itself, the novel design and some antibodies gwa. =S Gonna b going out a lot less nx week..hopefully things will get better that way.

Just realised that i have been drinking a lot recently for no reason..but the feelin of alcohol made me feel good..i guess havin a drink or two is not that bad ; )

Overview of what I did for the past week:

Monday- waterloo library + drink at Sugar Reef -Andy's 21 bday
Tuesday- Starsbucks with Lianna + Maughan Library (omg..i love the library..its absolutely amazingggg!!!)
Wednesday- went home..cos realised amazon delivered viv's bday present there...and viv's bday dinnerrr (so jokessss =P)
Thursday- waterloo PAWS- ddnt plan dis..but end up drinking with Lianna @ sugar Reef Waterloo station
Friday- Guys library and Guys bar with Ju..n of cos drinks =P

Revision DAy 2 with no revision done...hahaha

ddnt sleep at all last nite.met up wiv sonal n yvonne for some mission trip. On the way to meet them..i bumped into Jacko...=D glad to see he is doing well...anyway...bought enuff random stuff today...and here is the list:

1. new durvet cover set ...yes..something new to start off a new life i guess
2. new socks...gosh.whenever i take my laundary home...no socks ever returns
3. green vest top..er..not much purpose of it..js thought it was nice..haha
4. Gap body fleece/jumper thing...it looked realli nice on the model..so i thought woohay.. but when i try it on at home..it not that great :S
5. Hello kitty slippers -omg..they are the cutest thing i got 2day...thought it was a bit over priced
6. Hello kitty dress/hoody..it was a battle with this one.the dress is cute.but im gonna 23 at the end of this year..gosh..but i gave in at the end..haha
7. Longchamp bag- a new bag for revision.js another excuse for myself to buy another bag.hahaha
8. Abercrombie fleece/hoody.omg omg..it was amazing.ok its definitely over priced.but the style. the models inside the stores made it all bk..hahaha

omg.revision seriously gotta start 2mrw..otherwise i gonna b soo behind.
[Target] finish BB0333 by next thursday 3rd April 2008. One month anniversary of our break up. and if we ddnt break up..it would be about 2 yr 2 months (26months) anniversary!!

Mission next week : Library-ing at waterloo + finish off BB0333

Revision Day 1

Another update. Coursework is FINALLY OVER..and its time to start revision!!gosh. havnt had much today..simplely..not motivated!!but hopefully this weekend will b more productive.esp when I have managed to clear a few things out on top of my mind.

randomly went to this famous choco bar milkshake 24hours restaurant- tinseltown with ML and KC. first impression- soo shabbbyyyyyy!!!lol. the restuarant happens to be close to the meat market-SMithfield- where my dad gets his meat.mayb nx time he goes there..i could ask him to get a takeaway.haha. tried VIP4-oreo cookies n cream = drinking a whole cup of sugar..lol.but nice =) After milkshake.waited for the nite bus for a good 30mins..goshhh...then mega-monopolying for 2 hours at ML..omg..he realli is the king of monopoly!! simplely- GING!!!lol

been at the libary since 4:15am..and I have been doing is..FB-ing..and made 5 lines of revision notes....eyes are getting dried...mayb its a signal for me to go home..have a shower.get change.and head out again?!or mayb I should leave it later?!

Rite at dis moment..im still thinking bout him..but its fading slowly....
His bad points:
1. when he goes out..he tends to ignore/forget bout me
2. boring in some sense
3. no surprises
4. too lay back
5. looks too much like a hak sar woo
6. no personal goal/ target/aim
7. dunno how to tum yan
8. never open up to me.
9. on and off effort
10. hes too old..lol

haha..feel so much better nw :D

[ F i R s t P o S T ]

Another blog. another new life?! originally started off with hi5..then moved onto blogger..xanga..wretch...now..return to blogger...haha.wot a cycle.

thinking back, it has been a good 4/5 years since I have started with blogger.Looking back at my old blogs. memories just rushed back..and im weeping again =.= haha.never realised im can easily js cry that. guess my eyes been trained well..and i can soon become an actress..hor hor hor. onli joking.

As ah b said yesterday. By just reading the first line, u can tell this is my blog..quite typical of MEE =P with my crappy Engali-ish ..grammatical errors and the absence of logical sense..haha. dont even no who will read this. but I no u will b my first reader hun.

just in case I forget..here is a big shout out to my tofu partner. our chat have made me feel better. but tbh. i still think about him. as i have said..its not as easy as it said. But im learning to let it go, learning to forget/ put it aside.

Time flies really quickly...im in my third year now..yet another 2 months (well..actually less than that)..then uni will be over..over as undergranduate. Sitting in my room has made me think of all those happy memories during the three years. ok. there were ups and downs. but I enjoyed every moment of it. loadz people says uni frds are the ones that will stay with you forever.and I hope that is true too. although we only have met each other 3 years ago.but I feel like I have known them since I was five. esp my ho chi mui. viv and oiyeee. Think us three are js the best combination!!! viv's random/mo liu-ness ; oiyee's boyish/down to earth/easy going-ness and me..er..dunno wot im like. im probably the shoppaholic/bak chi/mo liu/sor-ness. I will never forget you two gaaa..

Rite nw, i am going thru (still is) a really really really bad patch. thx for u guys support..i feel a bit better. but will these things.u js gotta give it time.cos no one knows wot the future holds. Yet, in some way, I am still quite annoyed with myself.sigh. i really gotta learn how to let it go.

Exam Timetable is OUTTT....omg. 3 exams consecutively; BOA, Stem cells and Protein..argghhh. Most worried exam : Stem Cells and Protein =S

another 4 days...Final piece of coursework for Biochemistry is due...omg..sei duk... ><

haha..longest skype record (well..i think it is anyway) wiv viv : 9hrs 48 mins XD

A highlight our convo. Viv: you sucks like an octopus!
Me: Go down..u NObbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb..Go down... XD